Haven’t been on here in a good minute. Let’s chat.

The ex, is well, just the ex. I have absolutely no feelings for him, quite frankly, I could care less about him. He continually fucked me over and there is only so much one can take before the bomb explodes. I wish him a life time of guilt. 

Speaking of ex’s. An old flame turned into a bonfire which then was extinguished by emotions and bullshit.

He’s still married.

-This could never work.

He’s still in love with her.

-My point exactly.

He’s trying too hard to portray himself as something he’s not.

-Fuck that.

My feelings for him are stronger than ever.

-I can’t get screwed again.

He isn’t trust worthy. He’s a womanizer. He’s putting a new notch on his belt every weekend. He’s a drunk. He’s as mature as a 15 year old boy stuck in a 10 year old body. 

-I wish timing was better. I know if we gave it a fair shot, it would last. If I had said ‘I do’ to him, he’d never be in the situation he is in now. But, time has a way working things out. We’ll see where this goes. 

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